DISCLAIMER: This blog was written shortly after or during my miscarriages in 2013.
Moments of sadness and happiness. Life goes so fast, I can't keep up with all.
If I close my eyes I can forget about it for a few moments. I can slip into a consciousness where I can control my emotions. Or maybe I just get lost in it.
At the risk of feeling like a Judy Blume character I call, "Are you there God? It's me, Jamie."
Is He there? Is HE really there? I pray it's so. I pray he's there and my baby is there. I pray for forgiveness and for hope. I pray someday I will understand it all.
Moments of sadness and happiness. Life goes so fast, I can't keep up with all.
If I close my eyes I can forget about it for a few moments. I can slip into a consciousness where I can control my emotions. Or maybe I just get lost in it.
At the risk of feeling like a Judy Blume character I call, "Are you there God? It's me, Jamie."
Is He there? Is HE really there? I pray it's so. I pray he's there and my baby is there. I pray for forgiveness and for hope. I pray someday I will understand it all.
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